IF ONLY GOD ALLOW US TO TURN BACK THE TIME?

if can i would like to go all the way back to 1995...where everything is unknown to me... 1997 whole family in usa peaceful... then 1998 primary 2... so that i could remember shannon... keep going study hard and till last year 2007 take good care of shannon never upset her again and again untill this year... and b4 never touch cigrete... no frends like in gang... but too late... so now i am gonna set the right path lay a good foundation all the way till i am old... thats all... ciaoz bye bye simple life...