found something in life...

today is ok... had abit of fun... when to school sang some songs for worship... theres a song and i desperate for you, and i am lost without you... wow when i heard it... is almost like a time bom gonna explot any time soon hahaha... but never mind... time is passing by real fast... after that when for class break, and then when back in to the class to do some work not even a page done... i left school already... when for education fair at pan pacific... its ok not a big thing... lil tiny fair... all about australia... but theres a college not bad but is in singapore haiz... so never mind... will submit the application form real soon... at least can leave CA and step out of that cage... then we left after that a heavy pour of rain came so rapidly... damn it we just got to walk up and down from pan pac to persada to kotaraya back and forth thinking how to get to city square... haiz in the end i gave up walk up and down just run all the way there and get myself wet... ok finaly took a bus on the way back... we saw chuan lung he is driving alone with loli good good girl hahaha... so i called him and he stop at the next bus stop to pick us up how kind is he... hahahahe is really tired today drove so damn slow... hahaha then when to friends house lepak abit too boring d... go home sleep is still the best... thats all for today hahaha... all the best to me... june intake i am in for sure hahaha... perasan neh... nvm i am hontoni kawaii neh... life goes on be happy cheer up... its no big deal... do your best the best you can get... even if you fail never mind at least you tried and you did... one word to you girl... IF YOU ARE HAPPY I AM ALWAYS HAPPY FOR YOU... I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU IF U NEED HELP OR IN PAIN... I BELIEVE I KNOW YOUR INNER SELF BETTER NOW... so bear this in mind you need help jacob jake jakey is always there always always there for you no matter what... OK... good luck... stepping forward now time flies again i remembered i just finish K2 now college GOD DAMN... this is too fast... soon i am gonna see somebody calling YO DADDY JAKE... wow or maybe yo mother fucking prince grandpa... hohoho... anyway just a word for those in relationship, never say break to your girlfriend... trust me even how hard and how unbearable it is try suck it up to your nerve, never ever say break, don't go through the lesson that i had paid... if you don't believe try break up once and u shall know... anyway time for kneeling down in prayer and repent for what i had did in the past and now... buai buai jake hontoni kawaii neh... take care... PEACE